Welcome back to tumblr for me. An inbox filled with abuse, questions, accusations and ‘I-told-you-so’s.’ Most of which don’t make any bloody sense at all.
I’m sure I had made it so that Anon’s couldn’t message me. Seems I was wrong, because you lot sure are some nosey, rude fuckers. For those of you who actually didn’t hide your identity, well done. You’re not childish prats that deserve a punch in the face for being such twats.
Now for some answers. You’re not going to get what you’re looking for, and these will be generalized. Deal with it.
Yeah, I’ve been away. Why? In a nutshell - Family. Funerals. Realizations. Dealing with crap over 95% of you on here I don’t want to know about.
How some of you know about my private life, I don’t even want to know. ‘It’s all your fault, El, you fail at all your relationships, you just shouldn’t be with anyone.’ ’Cos you’d know of course, Anon. ‘I warned you about them, you should have listened.’ I can imagine who you are speaking about there, Anon. And you can fuck the hell off because you have no idea at all what you’re talking about. I didn’t have to listen, you were wrong, and you’re still wrong. Just because I’ve not been around doesn’t mean I don’t still feel the same about certain people, and that I won’t jump to defend them. If that’s what you people think, you really don’t know me very well. ‘You fucked up, of course you did. I was waiting for this.’ Oh, dearie. I know I fucked up, you don’t have to tell me that. It’s something I’ve thought about and struggled with every day since it’s happened. And that is for me to sort out with those I screwed up with, and pretty much has fuck all to do with you. So don’t even.
The amount of messages related to the above subjects came to about 11. That’s not including the ones telling this ‘fag-hag’ or ‘backstabbing bitch’ to self harm or worse. Ta for that folks. It’s a shame you can’t put those wonderful creative brains of yours to much better work.
Let me tell you something, and you read this real well. If you think some time away will stop the way I care about people, you’re fucked in the head. You’re also complete fucking idiots if you think I’m just going to sit here and agree with you bitching about them or thinking this is a great opportunity to tell me how stupid I was, or how horrible they are. FUCK OFF. All these messages are now deleted. And now I know Anon messages are not allowed. So do me a favour.
Go screw a goddamn rabid catfish.